MAIRU'S JOURNAL
The current mood of mcr at www.imood.com

11/30/21

LISTENING TO: nightmare expo

SONG OF THE DAY: But The NUNS Are Watching (I Set My Friends On Fire), Just Got Paid, Lets Get Laid (Millionaires)

FEELING:

11/29/21

LISTENING TO: Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner (Fall Out Boy)

SONG OF THE DAY: Nobody Puts Baby In The Corner (Fall Out Boy)

FEELING:

having thoughts a little too sentimental to share.. + the rain is making it a little hard to walk

11/27/21

LISTENING TO: Dave Chapelle: The Closer

SONG OF THE DAY: SING (My Chemical Romance)

FEELING:

being forced to watch dave chapelles special against my will right now. im about 15 minutes in and this guy has said some pretty nasty shit. i do not want to sit through the next hour of watching this asshole.

im being told i need to learn something from this... but so far all im hearing is asian hate, antisemitism, and homophobia. :/

okay. misogyny and lesbophobia now too.

....and transphobia

11/25/21

LISTENING TO: Very Really Good Episode #169 (i did not get to finish it after last nights incident.)

SONG OF THE DAY: New Partner (Palace Music), When The Day Met The Night (Panic! at The Disco)

FEELING:

i love very really good but kurtis conner is seriously kind of an annoying asshole. i need to pause this for a minute to get my thoughts in order;

i had a lovely thanksgiving. every year has been filled with the same tumultuous high paced rush of family and their friends talking, watching football, etc. and usually im all caught up in the middle of it. not this year, though. i spent my whole day with someone i love. i am so happy.

my hand is healing nicely by the way

11/24/21

LISTENING TO: Very Really Good Episode #169

SONG OF THE DAY: Romance (My Chemical Romance)

FEELING:

i didnt have it in me to go to school today but im giving myself a gold star today anyways. eatiing pizza and drinking redbull. i am now cutting this section of my journal short because i accidnetally stabbed my hand with scissors goodnight

11/22/21 (night)

LISTENING TO: Skylines & Turnstiles (My Chemical Romance)

SONGS OF THE DAY: Give Em Hell, Kid Live on MTV2 2$Bill (My Chemical Romance)

FEELING: THE PAIN!!!!!

I GOT TICKETS TO SEE MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE LIVE ON 10/14/22!!!

MY WHOLE BODY IS SO ACHY.... being hunched over a computer is not helping. maybe i will go to bed.

11/22/21

LISTENING TO: Powerful Busu (Otoboke Beaver) muffling the sounds of my classmates talking, coughing, and clicking pens.

SONGS OF THE DAY: Give Em Hell, Kid Live on MTV2 2$Bill (My Chemical Romance)

FEELING:

thinking about cultural identity stuff again. i always think about this stuff. i have some thoughts that i cant put into words really. maybe ill end up making a section for my time in japan while im thinking about it, but probably not. if i do, itll be linked from my journal and not my homepage, since its more personl than just figure collecting and anime opinions. but for the moment ill just focus on not punching my classmate in the mouth.

四面楚歌

11/21/21

LISTENING TO: my girlfriend talking about HTML

SONGS OF THE DAY: Oceans (Frank Iero), Going Away to College (Blink-182)

FEELING:

i woke up early for school today... it is sunday. MY NEW JACKET CAME IN TODAY! i didnt know packages could be delivered on sundays.

11/20/21

LISTENING TO: N/A

SONGS OF THE DAY: Demolition Lovers (My Chemical Romance), The Pros & Cons of Breathing (Fall Out Boy), The Balcony Scene (Pierce the Veil)

FEELING:

i give myself a gold star today

11/18/21

LISTENING TO: N/A

SONGS OF THE DAY: Im Not Okay (My Chemical Romance)

FEELING: bullets (the mcr album)

i cleaned my room yesterday

11/15/21

LISTENING TO: N/A

SONGS OF THE DAY: Im Not Okay (My Chemical Romance), Boss Bitch (Millionaires), American Idiot (Green Day)

FEELING:

i did not have the energy to go to school or clean my room today. that is okay. i had a very good day.

11/13/21

LISTENING TO: N/A

SONGS OF THE DAY: Party Poison (My Chemical Romance), Prom Dress (Millionaires)

FEELING:

there is more love in me than i thought. enough to share.

10/2/21

LISTENING TO: N/A

SONGS OF THE DAY: Girlfriend (Avril Lavigne)

FEELING:

watched the legend of darkrai with the gf!!! favorite movie of all time btw

9/20/21

LISTENING TO: N/A

SONGS OF THE DAY: American Beauty/American Psycho (Fall out boy), Kiss The Ring (My Chemical Romance)

FEELING:

went on a several page rant about death note to my girlfriend

9/11/21

LISTENING TO: N/A

SONGS OF THE DAY: Primadonna (Marina)

FEELING:

9/9/21

LISTENING TO: N/A

SONGS OF THE DAY: Cubicles (My Chemical Romance)

FEELING: interesting...

today was kind of a beautiful day / anniversary in 1 day!!!

9/8/21

LISTENING TO: N/A

SONGS OF THE DAY: DEATHCAMP (Tyler the Creator), Crazy Food (Joe Hawley), Dance, Dance (Fall Out Boy)

FEELING:

anniversary in 2 days!!!

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